Thanks to all my friends and family who keep up with my blog! I'm sorry that I haven't blogged anything recently! I've been... Busy...
This is called a Briquette Press! My dad made this to press totally Earth-friendly, completely Bio-safe logs to burn! They are made from recycled paper and sawdust. They end up looking like giant hockey pucks! :)
This is me and my closest friend Kelly on the last day of Exams! School ended roughly a month ago, and I really really miss her company!!!
There was this really awesome parade down by where my Grandparents live, and all these old 20's cars were driving past, and this was the coolest shot I got... I love photography, and I love old cars!! :) Win Win situation for me! :)
Shout out to the amazing Jeffrey! :) Lol this kid's got style!! :)
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But this summer hasn't been all daydreams...
My best friend and I got into a fight over something really silly, but my best friend still is mad at me... I'm having to cope with that hate, mixed in with the feeling that someone really wants to hurt me... add on the fact that most of my life is spent worrying about stupid things, and feeling like I don't belong.... it's not a good mix! And it's not something I want to have to deal with for the rest of my summer!!
Here's an excerpt from an email I sent a dear friend of mine about a nightmare I had on the 30th of June...
"So i was at this arcade with some friends. As we were leaving, we all walked over to this fenced in house ( I don't really know why). when we got closer, the older guys comes running out and starts screaming and cussing at my friends, and I'm rooted to the spot... he grabs me, pulls me over the fence, and takes me into his house... then he rapes me, and shoves me back outside.. My friends are gone, except for Kelly... she looks at me and says "I thought I knew you" then she walks away.... Then I woke up... "
Hopefully this won't happen in real life... But I can only hope!
That's all for now!
Stay amazing!!
~Tam
